so now that im watching gossip girl i feel bad bc i’m hidding a secret that is making me feel really uncomfortable and guilty, i haven’t tell to anyone and im not planning to tell someone but god, that’s not the problem exactly.
my family is on crisis now in really crisis and away from that i think my sister is getting a new job (apart the job we have together) and that makes me feel that she want me away and want the job to not still going, is what i feel is what she makes me feel
i feel so miserable. everyday is a new problem. everyday is a new anxious day. everyday sucks HUGELY.
sometimes i’m not sure if i can still going with so much
